When I stay up too late I find it incredibly difficult to fall asleep. My body gets too warm and my face feels tense. Sounds are amplified and my thoughts race from one idea to another. There’s not one mental stone uncovered. I can go on like this for hours. I can feel my heart beating and my blood pulsing. Occasionally the moment when I finally do fall asleep my body will immediately wake itself up.
I wanted this to be a place where I write the contents of my brain, my wire-ball. Maybe for myself? For what purpose I’m not sure. I felt that if I showed others they weren’t the only people with a wire-ball brain it may provide some comfort. I’m apprehensive because I don’t feel comfortable being that vulnerable. I don’t want to upset anyone close to me and I don’t want to give away personal information to strangers. I’m still trying to figure out how I will find a happy medium. I only want to speak my truth on my experiences.
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